Things with Alexander have been getting pretty heated, and not in a good way. We've been nitpicking at each other constantly the last week and none of it has been of any importance. We finally actually yelled at each other tonight, which is a first [at least on his end of it, I have probably yelled before] to the point that I was embarrassed my roommate was home and could hear it. I'm even embarrassed to admit it.
I don't know why exactly we fought tonight. After several months of dealing with his constant arguing, I shut down on him. I thought that eventually he would realize his infinite arguing just pushed me away but so far, it hasn't clicked. I now react the same way as I did with the slew of bad boyfriends before him or my father by just saying, "you're right. I'm wrong." Naturally
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